J.J. Campbell
sitting there in the corner
sometimes there is
nothing but pain
no drugs work on it
there is no mantra
to control it
no quick fix any longer
that takes the mind to
a better place
it gets a little harder
each day to just keep
living
the ignorant don’t
understand the strength
needed to suffer through
all the bullshit day
after day
and as the end of life
gets ever closer
suicide becomes this
clear option
sitting there in the corner
just waiting its turn
patience is the light
in a dark room
inside of my brain
i had a woman the
other day tell me
she would love to
be a fly on the wall
inside of my brain
i laughed and said
how most flies are
attracted to shit so
she might feel right
at home up there
she laughed and
wished me a
wonderful evening
i told her that most
days my brain bounces
between naked women
and serial killers and
that no woman should
enjoy that depravity
she sent me back
a smiley face
i sharpened the knives
ignorance is bliss
looking at a kid
probably thirty
fucking years
younger than
me in a nirvana
shirt
if he only knew
half of the stories
that went into
that shirt
he wouldn’t have
that smile or the
positive outlook
while sitting in
a physical therapy
facility
J.J. Campbell (1976 - ?) was raised by wolves yet managed to graduate high school with honors. He's been widely published over the years, most recently at Misfit Magazine, Mad Swirl, Synchronized Chaos, Horror Sleaze Trash and Terror House Magazine. You can find him most days on his mildly entertaining blog, evil delights. (
https://evildelights.blogspot.com)
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