Andrew Taylor
from Ladies and Gentlemen: Mogwai
Write an endless poem about your life on earth or elsewhere – Lawrence Ferlinghetti
I
Up the Down Escalator chimes through Christmas cold
               Heaven Up Here tour 1981
cut-off twelve foot snowdrifts
               no trains from Kirkby no 345 bus no way out
Building igloos in the old village school with Evo
               jumping into drifts off the sandstone bus shelter
built by Jimmy and Dad
knitwear sodden      clear blue sky
Back through dusted lanes
carrying news
               to the outskirts of the village
streets shared with Birch's milk-float
Bedroom listening John Peel
                              10 - 12
copying tape plastic companions
TDK D60 AD60 SA90 SX60
When something slips through your fingers you
know how precious it is…
Winters of discontent
cling to iced tracks    television ending at midnight
three channels to four             Breakfast Time
NME Wednesdays
Here her head she lay until she'd rise and say
I'm starved of mirth
Airing cupboard school sized clock
a palm cross pale blue walls
the second biggest bedroom
stereo lifeline bought second-hand        reading run-out grooves
Kiss My Shades                            Smiths presumably ill forever
lyric sheet poetry
tracing paper sleeves               Desperate Dan's Saturday
Probe Backtracks with Paul the Postman
The World Downstairs      corner stage
coats left on to beat the cold
Cold only known after a night in The Royal Court
The Third Room introductions    Mac in the back bar of the Phil
                                                            with Broudie
Dusted tracks   rail-yard                                   parallel racecourse
                                                            iced canal misted
walks from the second to last train station
                                                            to sober up
city edge
Bootle Arms the Delph St Thomas's
Porcupine release date put back                anticipation
Tithebarn Lane view to the village fields hedgerow the pads
crop rotation                                                        discos in the old school
30 minute walk to dance to The Cutter through darkened lanes
Sefton Park: The theme from Star Trek as the evening light dropped
banked audience down to the smelly lake Fuel Pete on xylophone
TV channels close down at midnight
walk because of insomnia
lanes quiet in search of a fox                                   and I've still not seen one there
TV channels expand to four                                    2nd November 1982
rails to Kirkdale
               corner standing
a wait for the green flash
whisked through the streets
to the corner laundrette
the cleanliness the education
Lunchtime screenings
               'Taras Schevchenko'
and the place I first set eyes on her
falling in love                                                  for the first time
from Hatful of Hollow to Meat is Murder a dietary change        a continuance
November 1984 to February 1985
Vinyl viewpoint window shouting
posters a college clock
Melody Maker Sounds New Musical Express
Vulcan Street rehearsals
               Half Man Half Biscuit
the dock wall black the smell of the sea
ships and warehouses    the three ugly sisters               before conversion
                                                                                            of the front
Lane sitting after learning to drive
               drinking and being driven
prior to a summer of separation
trekking around Europe while
I holed up in Ieper visiting cemeteries
               and sitting in town squares
wearing the Pisang Ambon t-shirt exchanged for a Smiths t-shirt
September reunited the evenings seem long
               the hedgerows stay green
the nights seem warm
II
'In his Autumn 'fore
the Winter comes man's last mad surge of youth'
Tonight I listened patiently
to broadcast silence
on the radio
Just like viewing foreign static
               in room 20 hotel engeland
Apple bottom
                              snow bunnies
Dovey slut       remains an enigma
before Bluetooth exists in mind
alone
Do you know where you where
12th September 1986?
Slow down                   it creeps along
coast                              like down the exit
slipway
until the roundabout
Questions of love     trumpet solos
a different route through    slightly familiar
lanes past Cunscough wood and Brides Garage
tell me what you see
friend
family unit gathered before the storm
welcomed in despite differing city colours
allowed to evolve    share poetry be published
nationally
Give what you take
allowed to shelter
chop the wood         familiarize with turf fields
Mojave 3 said differently    mojave
Old Hall Street before hotels
before change
meeting in reception
drinking in a station bar    cinema
laughter at people falling
onto propellers
some kinda angel   no doubt
                                             I'll make you feel better
now it's about books about 8th Avenue
eight weeks then boarding a flight
rooming above the San Remo
               buying vintage in Brooklyn
               designer on 5th Avenue
writing poems about the East and West Villages
phoning home from the Empire State
ghosts of heroes below     shuffling through
streets
feeling secure                              after abandonment
five years previous
starlight guiding     home from Zinc
Fruits at breakfast
rarity alone
coffee for me    juice for you
tentative      behind there was always a shadow
               forcing
               questioning
Shared trains shared bed
confidence to show and work
Breath taken acupuncture a year of illness
a slow down  not quite ready       lavender goddess
                              the poem was directed
               it could not have been written without you
the journey was possible
               gathering from hedges
leaving money for flowers
watching the deer at dusk sleep for you
writing for me
carving into out of season sand    the beach was deserted
tea at Jamaica Inn               a unique aloneness
swaying in slowtime                  New Paths To Helicon 1
the sound of drums          getting louder
the sound of angels          at the parting of the clouds
feather  light  introduction
motif     a heart shaped owl's face
light   replication    crescendo
overpowering    strobe
I don't want it to end like this
In my dreams I tell you that I love you
Brian: Bring Trouble (Setanta Records SETCD060)
thanked alongside       Ardal O’Hanlon
                                             Ian Catt
                                             FM Cornog
reading the review after Sunday working
III
drift back to under the coffee table
horizontal                         angled fireplace comforter
Winter chipping at the window
hunger bladder wrack                           a deserved pain
amber liquid clings to glass
alcohol
the yard                             rubble where Jonny
angled the tv out of the back bedroom window
Diane in pink shirt        and an old pair of my jeans
holding electronic circuitry
in summer               honeysuckle
in winter                  snow
cat company you never visited
I wouldn't want you to have
I’m losing touch with all the things that were so close to me
fever   medication
driven to an emergency doctor
bedbound     losing half a stone
sweats vomiting
M25 Master Robert taking ill
pleased to see a kindly face
bed sitting feeling a togetherness
taking tea
football scores
               paged through        swear words
and cake
just like the smoke
               from the chimneys
a comfort
as is the sound of autumn
repairs the sound of hammers hitting nails
and the sight of fields
               cropped then turned
reminders of Raymond Carver
candle slowly burns
the lavender turns to dust
night folds
clear and cusp like
Wherever we’re going
               this night is yours
the warmth of that first smile
burns into a ten year old image
Off licence visits and football tournaments
beamed in from Europe
newspaper dissection
Saturday tea and sandwiches
Quirks for bargains
               Father Ted for entertainment
that lad doing his thing
you doing yours
similar yet not
Hospice visits
Foil bunnies red collars
sitting under the chestnut tree
in the sun
the smell of death in the house
               imprinted on the window
the docks from the JM Centre
enticing
the MA Poems
consuming without the thought of Poetics
turbines        angled                         catch the breeze
boats               leave               for Ireland and Man
from certain floors the tunnel under Leeds Street
visible                              our route our entrance our exit
the fields walked between
refreshment in the Bootle Arms
watching men watching football
the church just there
'take me somewhere nice'
In my dreams I tell you that I love you
'In yer dreams knobhead' while girls
               urinate in city centres
I ponder the level of distortion used in certain tracks
by Mogwai
Andrew Taylor is a Liverpool poet and co-editor of erbacce and erbacce-press. Poetry has recently appeared in The Balloon, MUST, Durable Goods and Heavy Hands Ink. His latest collection comes from The Knives, Forks and Spoons Press. He has a PhD in poetry and poetics.
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from Ladies and Gentlemen: Mogwai
Write an endless poem about your life on earth or elsewhere – Lawrence Ferlinghetti
I
Up the Down Escalator chimes through Christmas cold
               Heaven Up Here tour 1981
cut-off twelve foot snowdrifts
               no trains from Kirkby no 345 bus no way out
Building igloos in the old village school with Evo
               jumping into drifts off the sandstone bus shelter
built by Jimmy and Dad
knitwear sodden      clear blue sky
Back through dusted lanes
carrying news
               to the outskirts of the village
streets shared with Birch's milk-float
Bedroom listening John Peel
                              10 - 12
copying tape plastic companions
TDK D60 AD60 SA90 SX60
When something slips through your fingers you
know how precious it is…
Winters of discontent
cling to iced tracks    television ending at midnight
three channels to four             Breakfast Time
NME Wednesdays
Here her head she lay until she'd rise and say
I'm starved of mirth
Airing cupboard school sized clock
a palm cross pale blue walls
the second biggest bedroom
stereo lifeline bought second-hand        reading run-out grooves
Kiss My Shades                            Smiths presumably ill forever
lyric sheet poetry
tracing paper sleeves               Desperate Dan's Saturday
Probe Backtracks with Paul the Postman
The World Downstairs      corner stage
coats left on to beat the cold
Cold only known after a night in The Royal Court
The Third Room introductions    Mac in the back bar of the Phil
                                                            with Broudie
Dusted tracks   rail-yard                                   parallel racecourse
                                                            iced canal misted
walks from the second to last train station
                                                            to sober up
city edge
Bootle Arms the Delph St Thomas's
Porcupine release date put back                anticipation
Tithebarn Lane view to the village fields hedgerow the pads
crop rotation                                                        discos in the old school
30 minute walk to dance to The Cutter through darkened lanes
Sefton Park: The theme from Star Trek as the evening light dropped
banked audience down to the smelly lake Fuel Pete on xylophone
TV channels close down at midnight
walk because of insomnia
lanes quiet in search of a fox                                   and I've still not seen one there
TV channels expand to four                                    2nd November 1982
rails to Kirkdale
               corner standing
a wait for the green flash
whisked through the streets
to the corner laundrette
the cleanliness the education
Lunchtime screenings
               'Taras Schevchenko'
and the place I first set eyes on her
falling in love                                                  for the first time
from Hatful of Hollow to Meat is Murder a dietary change        a continuance
November 1984 to February 1985
Vinyl viewpoint window shouting
posters a college clock
Melody Maker Sounds New Musical Express
Vulcan Street rehearsals
               Half Man Half Biscuit
the dock wall black the smell of the sea
ships and warehouses    the three ugly sisters               before conversion
                                                                                            of the front
Lane sitting after learning to drive
               drinking and being driven
prior to a summer of separation
trekking around Europe while
I holed up in Ieper visiting cemeteries
               and sitting in town squares
wearing the Pisang Ambon t-shirt exchanged for a Smiths t-shirt
September reunited the evenings seem long
               the hedgerows stay green
the nights seem warm
II
'In his Autumn 'fore
the Winter comes man's last mad surge of youth'
Tonight I listened patiently
to broadcast silence
on the radio
Just like viewing foreign static
               in room 20 hotel engeland
Apple bottom
                              snow bunnies
Dovey slut       remains an enigma
before Bluetooth exists in mind
alone
Do you know where you where
12th September 1986?
Slow down                   it creeps along
coast                              like down the exit
slipway
until the roundabout
Questions of love     trumpet solos
a different route through    slightly familiar
lanes past Cunscough wood and Brides Garage
tell me what you see
friend
family unit gathered before the storm
welcomed in despite differing city colours
allowed to evolve    share poetry be published
nationally
Give what you take
allowed to shelter
chop the wood         familiarize with turf fields
Mojave 3 said differently    mojave
Old Hall Street before hotels
before change
meeting in reception
drinking in a station bar    cinema
laughter at people falling
onto propellers
some kinda angel   no doubt
                                             I'll make you feel better
now it's about books about 8th Avenue
eight weeks then boarding a flight
rooming above the San Remo
               buying vintage in Brooklyn
               designer on 5th Avenue
writing poems about the East and West Villages
phoning home from the Empire State
ghosts of heroes below     shuffling through
streets
feeling secure                              after abandonment
five years previous
starlight guiding     home from Zinc
Fruits at breakfast
rarity alone
coffee for me    juice for you
tentative      behind there was always a shadow
               forcing
               questioning
Shared trains shared bed
confidence to show and work
Breath taken acupuncture a year of illness
a slow down  not quite ready       lavender goddess
                              the poem was directed
               it could not have been written without you
the journey was possible
               gathering from hedges
leaving money for flowers
watching the deer at dusk sleep for you
writing for me
carving into out of season sand    the beach was deserted
tea at Jamaica Inn               a unique aloneness
swaying in slowtime                  New Paths To Helicon 1
the sound of drums          getting louder
the sound of angels          at the parting of the clouds
feather  light  introduction
motif     a heart shaped owl's face
light   replication    crescendo
overpowering    strobe
I don't want it to end like this
In my dreams I tell you that I love you
Brian: Bring Trouble (Setanta Records SETCD060)
thanked alongside       Ardal O’Hanlon
                                             Ian Catt
                                             FM Cornog
reading the review after Sunday working
III
drift back to under the coffee table
horizontal                         angled fireplace comforter
Winter chipping at the window
hunger bladder wrack                           a deserved pain
amber liquid clings to glass
alcohol
the yard                             rubble where Jonny
angled the tv out of the back bedroom window
Diane in pink shirt        and an old pair of my jeans
holding electronic circuitry
in summer               honeysuckle
in winter                  snow
cat company you never visited
I wouldn't want you to have
I’m losing touch with all the things that were so close to me
fever   medication
driven to an emergency doctor
bedbound     losing half a stone
sweats vomiting
M25 Master Robert taking ill
pleased to see a kindly face
bed sitting feeling a togetherness
taking tea
football scores
               paged through        swear words
and cake
just like the smoke
               from the chimneys
a comfort
as is the sound of autumn
repairs the sound of hammers hitting nails
and the sight of fields
               cropped then turned
reminders of Raymond Carver
candle slowly burns
the lavender turns to dust
night folds
clear and cusp like
Wherever we’re going
               this night is yours
the warmth of that first smile
burns into a ten year old image
Off licence visits and football tournaments
beamed in from Europe
newspaper dissection
Saturday tea and sandwiches
Quirks for bargains
               Father Ted for entertainment
that lad doing his thing
you doing yours
similar yet not
Hospice visits
Foil bunnies red collars
sitting under the chestnut tree
in the sun
the smell of death in the house
               imprinted on the window
the docks from the JM Centre
enticing
the MA Poems
consuming without the thought of Poetics
turbines        angled                         catch the breeze
boats               leave               for Ireland and Man
from certain floors the tunnel under Leeds Street
visible                              our route our entrance our exit
the fields walked between
refreshment in the Bootle Arms
watching men watching football
the church just there
'take me somewhere nice'
In my dreams I tell you that I love you
'In yer dreams knobhead' while girls
               urinate in city centres
I ponder the level of distortion used in certain tracks
by Mogwai
Andrew Taylor is a Liverpool poet and co-editor of erbacce and erbacce-press. Poetry has recently appeared in The Balloon, MUST, Durable Goods and Heavy Hands Ink. His latest collection comes from The Knives, Forks and Spoons Press. He has a PhD in poetry and poetics.
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