20160108

J. Crouse


One's Toilet

"Anal cleft is clean! Anal cleft is clean!"—said wiping to save the life of a loved one. Tear in again at the sphincter. Do not carry its contents away—a mixture of family and feces. Taints contaminate—spread into life and its passions pulling west. Look east—while releasing slack back to the west—correct an imbalance on fingers and nails before any plans have been ruined. Use a sharp edge to get underneath any future connection to remnant remains—what comes from the body belongs back inside. Scrape with the eye-teeth—that which comes—from the re-ingestion of fecal matter. Inflict a punch to a sucked in stomach—allow for a look in the mirror. Looking askance—suck in and punch it—abdominal cavities need to be right. See no way back when putting a shirt on inside out on the first of the year. Think in-sync with a leg through the pants sleeve a life-saving thought correctly thought—repeating again until incompletion substitutes for clemency. Resign to a tight and un-tight shoe—reminder of a naked foot—that carries the earth through underwear. Pay attention to the sole—for loose debris—passing on life—that can enter the rectum forever. Cleaning the teeth is an act of violence—no thought need be left impure when mucous and spit can correct it—soap is the same and must be removed as forcefully as applied. Lacking lather and residue are equal signs of moral failure. Point the right arm hard at Jesus so as not got to Hell—damage to the elbow joint will help ensure salvation. Counteract the Devil's numbers—sixty-four and forty-six—each the other in disguise—"Seventy-eight! Seventy-eight!"—directed away and to the right—straining the left trapezius—pulling left and to the west—making the uneven even—becoming absorbed into an expanse of identity doubting contaminants. Living bacteria carries with it the greatest of social injustices. Ostracized from the sexual fold—the excluded scream "Vagina!" Stabbing the face with a knife will reverse the inhaling of bowel movement aura. Sitting directly in front of another will cause an unwanted exchange of their essence—keeping the body askew—to the evil of others ether. Fear thinking thoughts about strangulation—everything is a secret—a pubescent boy masturbates—then while seated—defecates—leaving semen on commode. His mother seated—urinates—inseminated by her son—conceiving her own grandchild. Vaccinate by using two of a total of seven orifices by blowing the nose until it bleeds and picking the scabs to eat them. Seeing the floating contents in a backed up head transubstantiated into black bean soup reinforces danger in the simultaneity of action-thought and flatulence. Feeling that something is going to—"No!"—on this side of the threshold—having a first time only once—having a last time only once and only helplessness after that. Find a second that weakens the first to reduce the original's power. Continue believing that dried-up encrusted mucous-entrapped dust and debris doesn't belong. Feel the potential for harm is in everything. Countermand conductivity—the reciprocal of resistance—thrusting the pelvis at rhubarb at the thought of a bloody stool. Help being absorbed—lost in a brown study—"Dear Lord I love you! Dear Lord I love you!" Deliberate everything—"See you later!"—the future will not be the same. Yawning dismissively must be repressed to prevent the guilt of wrongdoing—curtailing cosmic retribution--failing to be responsible to the symmetry of morality—the practice of holding it in. Sniff for the tri-fold nature. Do not think another's thoughts. Direct the dying and deceased away from the comforts of home—away from the internal organs. Contain the smell of memory. Cover up the scent. Make it purposeful. Make it perilous. Qualify togetherness—when—wherein separate—went. Went to the airport. Went. Met N—. Went to the apartment. Met E—. Went to the train station. Went back. Slept. Woke. Went to the bank. Took the train. Went to the city. Walked. Went to the cathedral. Walked. Went to the river. Took the train. Went back. Met E—. Met N—. Met B—. Went to the country. Went to the city. Went to the store. Took the train. Went back. Met R—. Slept. Met B—. Went to the city. Ate. Went. Took the train. Went back. Walked. Went back. Went to the city. Ate. Walked. Went back. Took the train. Went to the city. Walked. Took the train. Went back. Went north. Ate. Went to the lake. Went to the city. Went east. Went south. Went to the castle. Took 4. Met R—. Met C—. Went back. Went to the village. Went south. Took 9. Went west. Went to the village. Went to the mountains. Went. Ate. Took 3. Went back Went to the city. Walked. Went to the cathedral. Took 3. Walked. Went to the city. Took the train. Walked. Went to the woods. Walked. Went to the train station. Walked. Went to the woods. Went to the city. Met R—. Took 565. Took 61. Took 416. Went to the river. Took 416. Went to the country. Went back. Went to the hills. Slept. Took 1. Took 32. Took 4. Went north. Went south. Took 31 Took 974. Took 74. Took 31. Took 74. Took 31. Went back. Slept. Went south. Went west. Went to the country. Went east. Took 3. Slept. Went north. Took 294. Went south. Took 28. Took 500. Went north. Went to the lake. Went north. Slept. Went to the city. Walked. Went. Took 9. Went north. Took 61. Took 4. Went back. Took the train. Talked. Went. Took the boat. Went. Took the train. Went. Took the train. Went. Went to the guest house. Walked. Went to the school. Went back. Ate. Went back. Woke. Ate. Walked. Went to the park. Went back. Walked. Went to the city. Went back. Went to the city. Ate. Slept. Woke. Went to the city. Walked. Went to the park. Went back. Ate. Went to the store. Went back. Walked. Went back. Walked. Went to the city. Went back. Went to the bus station. Met S—. Talked. Went back. Met S—. Ate. Went back. Met S—. Met T—. Ate. Walked. Went back. Took the bus. Went back. Slept. Woke. Ate. Met T—. Talked. Went back. Met S—. Went back. Met T—. Met S—. Took the train. Went. Took the train. Walked. Ate. Took the train. Went. Took the train. Walked. Took the train. Went back. Woke. Went. Ate. Went to the train station. Walked. Took the bus. Went back. Walked. Went to the park. Went back. Woke. Walked. Went to the bank. Went back. Went to the store. Went back. Went to the train station. Took the bus. Went back. Slept. Woke. Ate. Went to the store. Slept. Woke. Went to the city. Met T—. Went back. Ate. Went back. Walked. Went to the city. Went back. Slept. Went to the bus station. Took the bus. Went. Met S—. Went back. Went to the bus station. Met S—. Ate. Went back. Woke. Ate. Went. Went back. Walked. Went back. Slept. Woke. Went to the train station. Took the bus. Went back. Slept. Woke. Ate. Went. Went back. Went to the train station. Walked. Went back. Went to the bus station. Met S—. Talked. Went to the store. Went back. Slept. Woke. Ate. Went. Went back. Went to the train station. Went to the city. Walked. Went to the park. Ate. Went to the train station. Took the train. Went to the store. Took the train. Took the boat. Took the train. Walked. Took the train. Went back. Talked. Went to the store. Talked. Slept. Woke. Went to the city. Walked. Went back. Went. Ate. Went to the city. Walked. Went back. Slept. Woke. Ate. Went to the city. Walked. Went to the store. Took the train. Went back. Ate. Slept. Woke. Went. Met N—. Met E—. Met B—. Talked. Ate. Went to the hotel. Went. Went back. Walked. Ate. Walked. Went back. Slept. Woke. Went. Went back. Slept. Woke. Ate. Went to the city. Went to the store. Went back. Went. Ate. Walked. Went back. Slept. Woke. Ate. Took the train. Went back. Went to the airport. Went. Went back except for the fact that will not accept for what there is an excitement there where meanings first recognized meet but do not smooth over rituals making reinforcements worse a moment before transforming instead of making and acting before a belief that can be because it is modern in the sense that it changes without losing that framework of inferiority as a guideline to strike from the record what was frozen before it could be refreshed is in fact antiseptically sanitized underneath every undercurrent conductive in content and symbolic of a style where a fuss over every first rises up and departs for the sake of a place where an emphasis on how it will depend upon an accepted distortion that any benefit in facing a passerby is a proud story and the stuff of great concern where the downright unflattering highfalutin and sick of knowing is here and will trust in the natural wonder of growth in the middle declaring a match that balances a thing for the necessary reason of insisting gradually to be sure hopefully holding off both will assist in a plea for what are and sure to be on behalf of it is to mind in between what is moving into what can be seen as beneficial and sure to find its worth in the name of grace by example and made from a head lifting up in sympathy with a wish that quickly falls away and then stops before maintaining a close rhythm thrown off for a sole provider no different now as then for there has been none but the one and the same and always none the worse for and eager to go away while saying nothing to compensate for having no choice but to use it and take it from that which is bound so soon to have to practice an inclination prone to form a disposition bent toward habitual patterns that have a tendency to customarily fall right through in the midst of a swan song placed to forget about all that succumb into what is expected and what from the likes as it is from above a bunch of separate things set forth a few constraints that had a fill all put together in a hodgepodge and combined to live it down for sentiment forced reluctantly into a logical reason why change always moves on by way of a few to a confirmation that starts instead in the underbelly of a discombobulated conscience preaching and unto to hath of is and in is and in and in and of and in and upon is and in and upon and of and in and in and in and of and of in and an is of and in and unto shall and an and of in and is of also shall of in an and in and upon in also shall and in upon and in and at upon an of as of unto shall as of and in and of and unto to shall an of in is of an and of and is and of is of and of an of and of and of is* God. See Creation. See Earth. See Creation. See Evolution. See Biology. See Evolution. See Creation. See Geology. See Creation. See God. See Deism. See Atheism. See Agnosticism. See Atheism. See Deism. See Christianity. See Church. See Christianity. See Deism. See God. See Metaphysics. See God. See Philosophy. See Humanities. See Classical education. See Colleges and universities. See Classical education. See Education. See Civilization. See Anthropology. See Civilization. See Culture. See Civilization. See Ethnology. See Anthropology. See Man. The practicable is more suitable than appropriate. Separate sufficient reason from distinct effect. Desolation desires to give expression to the cry of a heart torn by incurable wounds. Violent aversion was to find a wonderful rebirth in a manner completely alien to the imagination. The modern arrangement of carelessness should be the foundation for a dull medium of ignorance. Nothing can equal the sweetness rendered in the angelic purity of human bliss. The presentiment of approaching disaster substitutes for the anxiety of thinking longingly. It is best to do without than to replace it in such a fashion advisable to avoid. The prolongation of bad habit is really only a deplorable abuse of an excellent device. Presumption is only ridiculous if it develops further. The discord of the childlike cry is sublime in its dramatic idea. It is a mistake to have trouble executing the buzzing chaos of strange sounds and ugly snarls. That which is compatible with nature must bear the consequences. The secondary serve with the same fidelity as the inferior. Sudden transition has to be planned accordingly. A dramatic and agitated character causes wavering indecision perfectly adapted to uneasiness. Be warned against the procedure of comedy. Repetitions are examples. It is strange that all matters sacred should be inspired by truly religious feelings. The continuous commotion of an orgy of savages or a dance of demons can scarcely be discerned. A thorough knowledge of commonsense may have something to do with the odious. Heroic splendor could be weakened and destroyed with nobility. The bloody cult of the truly barbaric is imbued with the horrors of an irate god. A calm conscience would hiss in the presence of the slightest mishap. Consider seriously whether colors are indispensable or whether they might be replaced. The effect produced by both hands is the very image of grace. Death is devoid of any flexibility. Take for granted that nothing is different. Vigorous outbursts of enchanted vision afford a sense of relief from the prostration of despair. Executing a beautiful prayer to avoid misconceptions frequently leads to errors. Protest against a momentary whim. Perfection may be considered peculiar. There still remains the frightful difficulty of a beautiful world of dreams. The terrible is combined with the grotesque for a very definite purpose. Tenderness can be found in the serious murmur of a resigned soul. Absence would be far less poignant if it were silent. The sudden attack of difficult desires is feared too risky. The extraordinary consequence of insufficient reflection would be immediately lost. Voluntary submission to extremely troublesome mistakes is necessary to omit. Bold innovation might not be able to manipulate strange custom. The efforts of the more zealous should not last too long. Expression of ecstatic or religious sentiments for practical use serves only as something seraphic. Unisons furnish a summary of the most frequently used. Exaggerated sobs of delirious agony offer a feeling as if a vein had burst. The natural limits of agility are frightful and jocose. The constant danger of being overpowered by the mongrel is disadvantageous. A wanton act of vandalism is nothing more than a triumphant entry. The course of time did not fail to appear. Cheerfulness automatically produces a feeling of awe and apprehension. Extraordinary delicacy is enhanced by the mysterious softness of a supernatural world. The anguished become familiar with the possibilities of using the brain. Secure and neat execution offer no impression of stiffness. Calculate the duration of indefatigable feelings which penetrate the depth of the heart. An unconscious impulse jubilates an indisputable wealth of incompatible nuances. Conception alone may incur the risk of individual feeling. Praiseworthy exceptions have been greatly misused. Solemn dignity can sometimes be interrupted by sadness. A necessary ghostlike color is added to the divine. The idea of vehemence becomes all the more terrible. Little respect is entertained for the completely neglected. Absurd consequences made the very illogical generally conspicuous. Re-establish order by its absence. Changes prevent the exploits of slyph-like airy spirits. Abandoned passions grow like a tremendous conflagration. Innermost secrets unveil the symbolic use of inexhaustible motive. The spirits of hate and fury must sing. Abominable tomfoolery does not seem to be irrefutable. Suppressed menace is preferable. Impairment lacks force and elicits little. Ask for no more than that which is compatible with the nature of blame. Avoid keeping too far from the inconceivable miracle. A funny utterance should demand differentiation. Incomparable disaster would otherwise confound completely. Time is blinded by the unwonted radiance of zero. A dreamy feeling will gradually disappear. Groping blindly has enriched the senseless convention preserved by the religious character. Closer scrutiny shows that rigid observance blends poorly. The opposite instance is not in danger of traditional limits. Vary with mediocrity. Impetuosity must not impair fatigue. Enunciation is almost always superfluous. A cogent reason is rarely agreeable Liberty lacks acuteness. Overcome diligent practice. The presentation of fantastic apparitions still offers difficulties. Purity is as painful as sword thrusts. The commonplace is obsolete. Lofty feelings should not succeed one another too rapidly. Conceal the demonic call of the medium. An unknown gap at the bottom is hardly ever used. Air is uncontested. The dead doom the living with epic grandeur. Having to quit is useless. The very true would only cause confusion. Worthwhile achievements make clarity unimportant. Preponderance makes precision difficult to determine. Keen grief can express passionate laments concerning oblivion. Odd clucking sounds are somewhat forced. Earthly life is almost inaudible. Syncope contains historical value. Incontrovertible superiority is by far the most advantageous. The ancient are to be treated exactly the same. Profound contrition is both novel and touching. The vanity of blood circulation is preserved by the enfeebled organism. A battered invalid is indispensable. Circumscribed space diminishes the number of human bodies. Quicksilver makes contact with a voltaic pile. Emphatic proof is immaterial. Protuberance is incommensurable. Feeling can follow. Enter a gross fault correctly. Crude obligation implies an equal expedient. Predilection caters to opinion. Resist pernicious influence. Fear being unable to master indolence. Regret the consequence established. A sad plight is facial. Elimination is the gradual and unnoticeable increase of speed. Parsimony leaves nothing to be desired. Strange power should be unheard-of. Facilitate utility. Certain animals prefer salt. Stare instead. It does not matter. You think it does. Do not care about it. I do not. I have not. What. What about it. I do not know. I do not know if I can do that. I do not know if I can. What. Where. There is where. There is where I can. I can do this. I can do what. Do this. I do not know if I can do this. What for. Why. Why me. Why do I have to. Why do I have to ask. I will ask. I do not care. I will. Okay. I am asking That is what I thought. It does not matter. It does not matter to you. It does not matter to me. It does not. It is not. It is not what I asked for. It is not something that I have to do. I did not ask for it. I did not. I did not want to. I knew that you did not care. We do not care. That is why we say things. That is why we say things that we do not mean. That is okay. Why should it. Why should it mean anything. Do we want it to. I do not. I do not want it to mean anything. You do not. You do not want it to mean anything. We do not. We do not want it to mean anything. See. We say things. I do not know. I do not. You do not know. You do not. Do not tell me that you know. You do not know. I do not know. I think that is right. I think that you think that is right. That is what I thought. I know that. I know that it is. I think that it is. You cannot tell me anything else. Do not tell me anything else. I do not want to know. Do not tell me if you know. Do not tell me something that I do not want to know. I do not have to know what it is. I do not want to know. You say that you want me to know. What do you mean. Why do you want me to know. It is not right. It is not right to say that I need to know. Do not say it. I mean it. I will do something. I will do something else. I will. It will not be this. It will not. What. No. You cannot. We cannot. Because. It will be something else. You can say something. It will not matter. It will not be something that I need to know. I feel right about this. This is something that I can do. I can go. I do not care. I am going. I am going to go. Where am I going to go. What am I going to do. What for. Why. Because. I do not care. I do not know. I do not know anything. I know that I will go. I know that I will go where it feels right. What is that. Where is that. Why ask. I do not know. I do not care. Okay. What. Where. Where is that. What is that. That is where you will not go. That is what. That is where. That is something. That is it. I know why. I know why you will not go. I know what you feel. You feel that I am wrong. What is wrong. I do not care. I do not care what is wrong. I do not care if I am wrong. I will go. There will be something. There will be something that is there. I do not know what it will be. I know that it will be something. It will be something that is there. It is there. It is not wrong. You are wrong. Stop. Do not do that. I do not need that. I do not want that. I do not need you. I do not want you. You do not have to. Why do you have to. Why do you have to try. Why do I have to. Why do I have to stop you. I am not you. You are not me. We have to stop. You are not what I am. I am not what you are. I am what you are not. You are what I am not. You do not. You will not. I will. You would have. I think you would have. I do not want you to. I do not want what it is that you want. You want to do something. You are not going to do something. I am going to do something. I am going to do what it is that you are not going to do. That is what I am going to do. It is something. It is something else. It is something that you are not going to do. I knew that you would not. I know that I can. You can try. You can try to do something. You can try to stop me. You cannot stop me. What. There is no need. You can need. You do not need. I need. Why do you say that. Why do you not stop. I stopped. You say that you do not need to. You say that you do not care. I care. I care that you do not need to. I care that you do not need to try. Why do you not try. Stop. I need you to stop. I need something else. I do not know why you will not stop. That would be something else. You do not want something else. You will not stop. I am stopping. You do not need to. You do not need to stop. You do not need to feel. You do not want to feel. You do not want me to feel. I want to feel. I think I feel. How does it feel. How is it. You say how it is. How do you know. How do you know how it feels. What are you trying to do. What. You say that I am wrong. It is wrong to feel. You say that it is wrong to feel. Why do you say that. Do you feel that. Do you feel anything. I do not feel anything. I think that I do not feel anything. I do not want to feel anything. You do not want me to feel anything. I think that is wrong. I think I am wrong. I know how it feels to be wrong. See. I can feel. I can feel if I want to. I do not want to. You do not want me to. Why do we need to. I do not need to. I do not have to. I do not need to have to. I need to go. What do I need to do. What am I doing. You say that you know. Do you know. I will wait. I do not want to wait. I want to go. Where do I go. I have to go. Where am I going. I thought that I knew. I think that you know. What about me. What will I do. Do I have to stop. What is it. Well. What. I feel wrong. I do not want to feel wrong. I do not know what to do. I do not know. I do not need to know. I do not need to know what it means. It is not what I thought. It is not what I want. Why do I try. I know that. That is not what I want. You say that. I do not say that. I do not want that. I do not want it. I do not want to. You want to. You can. You do not have to. You do not have to try. What is wrong with me. Why have I done this. I am wrong. That is right. You are right. Do not go. I will wait. I feel wrong. You are right. I feel that you are right. I feel that you mean what you say. I am asking. I will do what you say. I will do that. You know what that is. I do not know. I do not know what is right. You want me to wait. I do not want to wait. I have to wait. I have to do what you say. You say things. You say things that are not what I know. I do not want to know what it is. I do not want to know what it is that you have to say. I do not want to know what it is that you have. You have some. I know this. I do not want to know. Why do I do this. Why do I say this. I do want some. I do want to know. I do want some of what you have. I know that. I will ask you. You will tell me. I will know. I will be able. You will not be needed. I will be right. I will not wait. I will not stop. I will not feel. I will not care. I will not. I do not. That is what I think. That is what I think of them. You know them. I know them. It is them. It is not you. It is not me. We are not them. They think that they know. They do not know. You know. I know. We want to tell them. We want to say something. We do not want them. They want you. They want what it is that you have. You will have to tell them. You will have to do something. I cannot not tell them. I have to go. I do not need this. I do not need them. You will have to say something. It is not right. You cannot do that. They will know. They will ask. You will have to. You will have to do what they will ask. I do not want to do what they will ask. I will not wait for them. You do not have to wait for them. We do not have to wait for them. What am I doing. I do not have to wait for you. You do not want this. It is wrong. You will have to tell them. They will know if you do not. You will not be able. You will have to do this. It is something. It is something else. They do not want something. They do not want something else. They want you. You will have to stop them. You do not want to. I need to go. I do not want to wait. You will not stop them. You will wait. You have things. You have something. You do not want something else. You are not able. You have some. What for. You cannot tell me. You will not tell me. I cannot ask. I will not ask. I want to ask. I want you to tell me. I want you to tell me where. Where can I go. I need to go. I cannot wait. You have to tell me. Do I know. No. See. You have done this. This is what you have done. What have you done. What is this. This is not anything. Where is this. Can I go there. Can I try. Will it matter. Does anything. Is there anything. Will you be there. Why am I asking. There is not anything. I do not need anything. I do not have to do this. I do not have to wait. I can go. I am right. I do not care. Do not ask. It is right. See. I am okay. I do not need to think. I do not want to think. Do not think that I do not. I do not want to. Okay. This is right. I will go. It is there. It is not here. There is not anything here. I cannot wait. I will not wait. You are wrong. I am not wrong. I feel okay. You do not. I have done it. What is this. What do I do. This is what I do. This is what I am doing. You are doing it. I am doing it. What is it. I do not know. Why are you are doing it. Why am I doing it. You are doing something else. I am doing something else. You are here. I am here. This is right. This is what I want. We are doing something else. I know that this is right. I feel that this is right. I think that this is right. You think that this is right. You do not think what they think. You do not. You say that you do. I do not think that you do. They do not know you. I know them. I know what they know. What do I know. I know that they know you. I know you. That is what I know. We will be okay. They will not be there. How is that. Does that make it right. It does not matter. Because. It does not. Why do you say that. Why do you say that it matters. You are wrong. I know them. They know you. I know you. You are wrong. You have to be wrong. It does not matter. It does not matter what you say. Why do you say it. What are you trying to say. What are you trying to do. Do you want to do something. Do you want to do something else. Do you want to stop this. You cannot stop this. I cannot stop this. We cannot stop this. You are wrong. I know you. I know that you are wrong. You cannot stop this. I cannot stop this. We cannot stop this. We will not stop this. This is something that we will not stop. There is something that is there. We will go there. We will do that. You will try. I will make you. I will make you try. I am not asking you. I am telling you. This is what we are doing. Do not ask anything. You are not to ask anything. This is what we are going to do. I do not care what you think. I do not care what you feel. I do not care what you say. We will do this. We will try. We will try to do this. You will have to do this. You will have to try. You think that you will not have to. You think that you will not have to try. You think that you do not have to. You think that you do not have to try. Do not say anything. I do not want to know. I do not want to ask you. I do not want to ask you anything. You think that you know something. You think that you know something else. You do not know. You do not know anything. There is not anything for you to say here. We are here. This is what we want. They know this. They do not want this. I want this. You want this. This is what you want. I know that this is what you want. I know that you will try. I know this. You know this. We know this. They know this. I do not need to make you try. Because. We are here. This is what we want. They do not want this. This is not what they want. What can we do. We cannot do anything. They can try. I do not care. This is what I care about. We can do this. I do not know what else to do. This is right. I do not know what else is right. What is this. Where are we. This is where we are. We do not need to try. This is what we want. I know that this is what we want. I know that this is right. I say that this is right. Because. I can tell. I am able. You say that you are not able. You say that you are not able to tell. You want to wait. Why. You want to be able to tell. I do not need you to be able to tell. I do not want you to be able to tell. I am able to tell. This is not for you. This is for me. They know this. They will try. I will try. You will not try. It will not matter. They will make you. I will make you. We will make you. You are here. This is where you are. This is what you will do. You will do what we say. We do not care. You know this. This is about something. This is about something that you do not know. You say that you want to know. Why. Why do you want to know. Why do you care. We do not care. You know this. You know what this is. This is about something. This is about something else. We are doing something else. We are doing this. We know what we are doing. They know what they are doing. They know what you know. They know what I know. We will do what they do. They will not stop. They are going. You are going. I am going. I did not want them to go. I knew this. I knew that I did not want them to go. It is not about them. What are they doing. Where are they going. What am I doing. Where am I going. I know that I am doing this. I know that I am going there. I want to do this. I want to go there. I know this. This is not for them. This is for me. They are not right. I am right. We are right. You do not need them. I do not need them. We do not need them. What do we need. We need this. We need this without them. What can we do. We can make them stop. You want them to. I want them to. They do not want to. They think that we do not want them to. We need to tell them. We need to make them. I thought that I was able. I thought that I was able to do that. I am not able to do that. You are not able to do that. We are not able to do that. We do not want to do what they are doing. We do not want to go where they are going. We need to stop them. We need to do this without them. We need to go there without them. This is what we need. This is what is right. We will make them stop. We need to make them stop. Why do they do this. I thought that I knew. I do not know. I cannot do this. I will not do this. You can do this. You will do this. You will make them stop. I will make you make them stop. You will do what I will tell you. You will tell them not to do this. You will tell them not to go. I will tell you not to do this. I will tell you not to go. I will do this. I will go. I will do what I am doing. I will go where I am going. I will do what I am doing without you. I will go where I am going without you. I will do what I am doing without them. I will go where I am going without them. I do not need them. I do not need you. You need me. They need me. This is what this is. This is why I am here. This is why I am doing what I am doing. This is why I am going where I am going. This is where I am. This is what I want. This is what I want to do. This is what I will do. I will do what I want to do. What do I need to do. What am I going to do. This is what I am going to do. Do not tell me. I did not ask you. I do not want to know. I know that this is right. I do not need to ask. I do not need to know. I know what this is. This is not what that is. That is something else. I do not know about that. I do not need to know about that. I cannot think about that. I am not able to think about that. You know about that. You need to stop that. You do not need to tell me. Do not try to tell me. Do not tell me about that. Stop. I do not care. I do not care about that. I do not care about them. You do not need to tell them. Do not try to tell them. Do not tell them about that. They will tell me about that. I do not want to know about that. They will tell me about what I do not want to know about. They will tell me about what I do not want to care about. I cannot stop them. I can stop you. You will not tell. I will make you stop. You will not tell me. I will know about that if you tell me. You will not tell them. I will know about that if you tell them. This is why you will not tell. This is why I will make you stop. This is what I want. I do not care about that. I do not want to care about that. I do not have to care about that. This is what I know about. I know about what this means. I do not want to know about that. I do not know about what that means. I do not care about what that means. You do not care that I do not want to know about what that means. I think that you do not care about that. I think that you care about me. You care about what I am doing. You care about why I am doing this. You care about why I am not doing that. You want me to go. You do not want me to stop. Why do you care. I do not care. I do not care about what that means. I care about what this means. This does not mean anything. That is something else. That means that I have to do something else. That means that I cannot do this. That means that I cannot do what I want. That is what I do not want to know about. I do not want to know about that. I do not want to know that I care about that. That is what I want. I have to stop this. I have to go. You cannot go. You cannot do that. That is not for you. That is for me. That is what I am doing. That is where I am going. That is something. That is something else. That is something that I do not know about. That is something that you cannot tell me about. You cannot tell me about what that means. They know about what that means. They will not tell you about what that means. They will not tell me about what that means. That is right. That is what that means. That means what I do not know about. That is what I want. That is what I want to do. That is where I want to go. That is what I care about. I care about what that means. You do not care about what that means. They do not care about what that means. They do not care about what you say. You can tell them. They do not care. You can tell me. I do not care. We do not care about what you say. You say things. You say things that you do not mean. That means that you do not care. That means that it does not matter. That means that you do not care about what you cannot know about. That is what you need to do. That is what I need to do. That is what I have to do. I have to do what I cannot know about. I have to do what I cannot care about. That is what it is. It is not you. It is them. It is what they do. It is what you will have to do. See. They will make you. You will have to. You will have to do what they do. They do not care about what they do. They do what they want. They do not have to try. It is something that they know about. It is something that they do. They do not care about it. They do not have to care about it. They do not have to care about what it means. They do not care about you. They do not have to care about you. They do not want to care about you. You do not have to care about them. Because. It is what they do. They do not have to think about it. They do not have to feel anything. It is what they know about. I do not want to know about it. I do not want to think about it. I do not want to care about it. I do not want to feel anything. Because. I do not want to. See.
* King James Bible, Leviticus 15
Minnie Earl Sears, Sears List of Subject Headings
Hector Berlioz, Treatise on Instrumentation


J. Crouse lives in New York City.
 
 
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