Steve Dalachinsky
my burroughs compendium 1
a bare room with long tables: sleazy cabins all around the lake, taverns, juke-boxes, drunks, motor boats oil slicks, dead fish. naked leper with a hard-on. it is a long trip. we are the only riders. so that is how we have come to know each other so well. the whole town is a fraud. a monstrous parody of a small town. the old writer lived in a boxcar by the river. the Portuguese mooch came and sat down with Lee. I was working the hole with the sailor and we did not do bad. “some of them didn’t get nothing”. the thoughts of youth are long,long thoughts. the camera is the eye of a cruising vulture…dogs bark, chickens cackle, a boy on the roof makes a jack-off gesture as the camera sails past. listen to my last words anywhere. listen to my last words any world. here is a nostalgic reconstruction. this is my creation. all I can do. all I have to do. “You need the service.” END OF A WAR GAME.
the universal betrayal has swamped the earth the most ordinary scenes covering the planet in a smog of fear there’ s a long long trail awinding… you are an animal you are a body whatever you may be you are not an “animal” you are not a “body” because these are verbal labels. and here strategy and replacements are formally arranged. LANGUAGE IS A VIRUS…glass blizzards thru the rusty limestone streets exploded flesh from the laughing bones. spattering blood cross urine of walls sex wave orgies sweep the world…horses paw the ground ; dogs howl his consciousness with the mass emission brain waves can produce far reaching effects. you become a narcotics addict because you do not have strong motivations in any other direction. with minimal equipment you can do the same thing on a wider scale you can cut the mutter line of the mass media and put the mutter line out in the streets…prepare cut/ups of the ugliest reactionary statements you can find set up an area for travelling performers, jugglers animal acts, snake charmers, singers musicians… in empty places where cat was… cat is part of me… what is grief the immediate look at a cat calendar. empty afternoon…
“Kill all niggers, spics, dagos, queers and Jews”… In deep sadness there is no place for sentimentality. It is as final as the mountains. a fact. there it is. when you realize it, you cannot complain. the lake is stocked with large mouth bass.
life such as it goes on. I am the cat who walks alone. the distance from here to there is the measure of what I’ve learned.
could laugh tapes, sneeze tapes, hiccough tapes, cough tapes give rise to
laughing, sneezing, hiccoughing, coughing? There is a change…. can I get it all straight?
remember the only image a virus has is the image and soundtrack it can impose on you - the yellow eyes of jaundice – the pustules of smallpox –
convulsions exhaustion and death….the shallow water came in with the tide
and being blind may not refuse to hear mud shells and frogs croaking, licking the gristle asleep with other flesh … like a high school play attempting to convey a spectral atmosphere…
write here right now. cut-ups are for everyone. everybody can make cut-up. experimentally… it is something to do. the more you run the tapes through and cut them up the less power they will have. cut the pre-recordings into air into thin air. word authority more powerful thn heroin. a final glossary cannot be made up of words whose intentions are fugitive.
Full length now – that’s right – line down now – bend over – what is word - male spirits trapped in dead nitrous flesh – the eyes converged in a single beam – the viscera exploded in vomit – word falling - photo falling – time falling – love falling – flesh falling – image falling – death needs time for what it kills to grow in -
please imagine an explosion on a SHIP … freash southerly winds a long time ago…a vast Muslim muttering rises from the stone square where brass statues suffocate > all the living and the dead – You are yourself
here lived a stupid vulgar son of a bitch who thought he could hire DEATH as a company cop ….
so it’s all mental? all in your head? or is it?” a frozen moment when everyone sees what is at the end of your fork. OUT SIDE >>> OUTSIDE it’s COLD where the dross eaters and needle boys won’t last 2 years ..not six months won’t last
AND WE NEVER EAT IT NEVER NEVER NEVER EAT IT… sharp reek of diseased metal… a heaving sea of air hammers in the purple brown dusk…yellow halos of carbide lanterns…broken pipes exposed.
come out of the time word “the” forever
come out of the body word “thee” forever. there is nothing to fear
there is no thing in space. and the idiot irresponsibles scream:
“come out of your stupid bodies you nameless assholes.”
“hurry up please. it’s time.” there is no place else to go. The theater is closed.”
we are the cats inside. we are the cats who cannot walk alone. and for us there is only one place.
He bows three times and disappears into the gathering dusk. dim jerky stars are blowing away across a gleaming empty sky, the wild boys smile. The sky darkens and goes out. The way OUT is the way IN. The players go on with the game.
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my burroughs compendium 1
a bare room with long tables: sleazy cabins all around the lake, taverns, juke-boxes, drunks, motor boats oil slicks, dead fish. naked leper with a hard-on. it is a long trip. we are the only riders. so that is how we have come to know each other so well. the whole town is a fraud. a monstrous parody of a small town. the old writer lived in a boxcar by the river. the Portuguese mooch came and sat down with Lee. I was working the hole with the sailor and we did not do bad. “some of them didn’t get nothing”. the thoughts of youth are long,long thoughts. the camera is the eye of a cruising vulture…dogs bark, chickens cackle, a boy on the roof makes a jack-off gesture as the camera sails past. listen to my last words anywhere. listen to my last words any world. here is a nostalgic reconstruction. this is my creation. all I can do. all I have to do. “You need the service.” END OF A WAR GAME.
the universal betrayal has swamped the earth the most ordinary scenes covering the planet in a smog of fear there’ s a long long trail awinding… you are an animal you are a body whatever you may be you are not an “animal” you are not a “body” because these are verbal labels. and here strategy and replacements are formally arranged. LANGUAGE IS A VIRUS…glass blizzards thru the rusty limestone streets exploded flesh from the laughing bones. spattering blood cross urine of walls sex wave orgies sweep the world…horses paw the ground ; dogs howl his consciousness with the mass emission brain waves can produce far reaching effects. you become a narcotics addict because you do not have strong motivations in any other direction. with minimal equipment you can do the same thing on a wider scale you can cut the mutter line of the mass media and put the mutter line out in the streets…prepare cut/ups of the ugliest reactionary statements you can find set up an area for travelling performers, jugglers animal acts, snake charmers, singers musicians… in empty places where cat was… cat is part of me… what is grief the immediate look at a cat calendar. empty afternoon…
“Kill all niggers, spics, dagos, queers and Jews”… In deep sadness there is no place for sentimentality. It is as final as the mountains. a fact. there it is. when you realize it, you cannot complain. the lake is stocked with large mouth bass.
life such as it goes on. I am the cat who walks alone. the distance from here to there is the measure of what I’ve learned.
could laugh tapes, sneeze tapes, hiccough tapes, cough tapes give rise to
laughing, sneezing, hiccoughing, coughing? There is a change…. can I get it all straight?
remember the only image a virus has is the image and soundtrack it can impose on you - the yellow eyes of jaundice – the pustules of smallpox –
convulsions exhaustion and death….the shallow water came in with the tide
and being blind may not refuse to hear mud shells and frogs croaking, licking the gristle asleep with other flesh … like a high school play attempting to convey a spectral atmosphere…
write here right now. cut-ups are for everyone. everybody can make cut-up. experimentally… it is something to do. the more you run the tapes through and cut them up the less power they will have. cut the pre-recordings into air into thin air. word authority more powerful thn heroin. a final glossary cannot be made up of words whose intentions are fugitive.
Full length now – that’s right – line down now – bend over – what is word - male spirits trapped in dead nitrous flesh – the eyes converged in a single beam – the viscera exploded in vomit – word falling - photo falling – time falling – love falling – flesh falling – image falling – death needs time for what it kills to grow in -
please imagine an explosion on a SHIP … freash southerly winds a long time ago…a vast Muslim muttering rises from the stone square where brass statues suffocate > all the living and the dead – You are yourself
here lived a stupid vulgar son of a bitch who thought he could hire DEATH as a company cop ….
so it’s all mental? all in your head? or is it?” a frozen moment when everyone sees what is at the end of your fork. OUT SIDE >>> OUTSIDE it’s COLD where the dross eaters and needle boys won’t last 2 years ..not six months won’t last
AND WE NEVER EAT IT NEVER NEVER NEVER EAT IT… sharp reek of diseased metal… a heaving sea of air hammers in the purple brown dusk…yellow halos of carbide lanterns…broken pipes exposed.
come out of the time word “the” forever
come out of the body word “thee” forever. there is nothing to fear
there is no thing in space. and the idiot irresponsibles scream:
“come out of your stupid bodies you nameless assholes.”
“hurry up please. it’s time.” there is no place else to go. The theater is closed.”
we are the cats inside. we are the cats who cannot walk alone. and for us there is only one place.
He bows three times and disappears into the gathering dusk. dim jerky stars are blowing away across a gleaming empty sky, the wild boys smile. The sky darkens and goes out. The way OUT is the way IN. The players go on with the game.
the fires of lust / a summary for neeli cherkovski we most often don't need the things we think we need chariots hitched & ready to fly clementines / hay rides fences supporting arrows that point to churches where birds flew he said you were observatory dome ersatz ownliness planet & planetarium universal catalyst contemporary lost poem & even worse lost poet(s) humankind (ness) datebooks & JAZZ trees twisted & bending toward the highway KEEP KALM listen punk/pink gateway on the air thin / normal brew room digging the coffee & tea crumblike filled with crumble relesing the SANGHA into the streets congo-hum creator fast track pre-ensemble CANCER we are needy dreamers of PrImE / sleepers landscape bloodrain buddha break/fasts drowning in hotcakes / destroying our EGOS for the sake of our egos oh phuckit circling birds / great sharp wings grey booms above our heads picking up all our desires why in fact do we have so many desires? the air of DESIRE... tho we can't own the tune tho we can never own the tune we somehow manage to possess IT * the afternoon the swooning 3/4 moon floating above the san francisco MINT............ the homeless concert....O san francisco / car ride 4/27/18
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