Mark DeCarteret
no idylling
I’ll not stretch
the belittling chill of the title
into the lichen-rich hills & chalked sky
another start to a blessing
but then isn’t it settling in again
testing these lines w/its unrest & straining
as it sees to each turn
w/an ache that is usually a reach
even when I resist this insistent routine
of being attached to my chair
as I feign listening in on
the little sense being aired?
now
lay down your passwords
& play it one dimensional
see at last how the day says
the dawn is enough of a bond
that the sun is both gladdened
& saddened by all the glass
how it works w/the light
till it orchestrates this glint
of fair or even good fortune
flooding the room w/mutual
uncertainty & blinding trust
respect for not only the singly
sung or most broadly banded
but the poorest in reception
are those
our ears
that we hear
in my head
or your heart
& all it makes
sense or knows
of that one beat
that keeps time
out of breath or
these thousands
of mouths trying
to speak up for
what might be
the end of death
& the start of
a star or two
this art of being
seen only by
your eyes?
not a fan
singing in a gassed-out language
all slang-infused and insufficiently aged
of the years returned to life in a day
the oft-thought dead heard again
to anyone ear-ready or outrageously dear
yes, there are tears in my tent-sides
& at this rate my story & heart
desires that an at-rest geyser’s way
of saying these half-regal things
will then segue into garish displays
songs of another indefinable “find”
a disbelief never led out the vein
lager-yellow w/a shot of what
ever is palest and least-given to hue
or afforded these lowliest wages
though not dead yet still less saint-lit
my soul loosed upon the wind
gray and dingy w/the route
I had settled for and/or let have at me
shadows enlarging on the furthest-off hills
I’ll still sing of the last angling light
the near gallows’ hush of the early day
unfed by fire or ice or any genesis’ din
& some air that’s so old it is done being air
sold on us by an angel not having any of it
thought
after thought
a bout of laughter
we return to
all the forest
allows us:
flower &/or
tree &/or water
fall-wise
so far out
of season
it’s hardly
worth a look
throwing into
our luggage
w/a book
there’s too many of them
once this notebook
is filled I will not be
writing any more
you say to me
as if unveiling yet
another one of the lives
you have grown tired
this going back & forth
between the thought
to be clever & the not
for even one second
where you’ll inevitably
erase everything back to
here where the sea was
never how you once saw it
& the same w/the sun
you waved off ages ago
saying how those words
you used to be able
to rub together
till they burned from w/in
scaring up a moment
are always closer to ash
another world that is
done to death & unshared
you now doing that thing w/
your hands when you’ve
found yourself cashed out & lost
that costly look on your face
where you’re asking me
if we’re still cool
Mark DeCarteret's poems have recently appeared or are due to appear in The American Poetry Review, Hole in the Head Review, Guesthouse, and Plume.
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