Alan Chong Lau lament here at tennoji zoo attendants try to mate a ram as idle day laborers and families gather around to watch he sniffs the female he nibbles her ear he licks her hair yet he is too slow for the official audience they carry her away as he stands legs on the rail wailing a sad bleat of a moan his penis a wet red needle of quivering flesh agleam in the sun the message outside this dumpster by my apartment i find this card on the ground that didn’t quite make it into the trash on the front an illustration of a green reptile with his jaws open so wide that it extends below his stomach inserted in this space are the words “I LOVE YOU THIS MUCH” inside the message reads “my dear sweet love, you put up with too much of my shit. i’ll do better. i’m sorry. drink this. i’m sure i’m driving you to it. i adore you, i’ll treasure you as long as you’ll let me” love always, anna everyday i walk down the same street see the same old woman from the retirement home back bent over pushing into the world at an insistent pace everyone that passes she offers the same greeting like a question - “do you want to hear a story of jesus?” as she approaches i always smile and keep on walking a gentle dog this gentle dog we walked by each day gone now, just a leash left lying on the ground and a glass jar of freshly cut flowers saying goodbye to mother in the early hours of the morning when colors feel blue, then green it’s just my brother and i we watch as my mother takes her last breath a cloud of warm air going up to the ceiling fading fastAlan Chong Lau is a Seattle-based poet and visual artist.
He is represented by ArtXcontemporary Gallery.
He serves as arts editor for the International Examiner (www.iexaminer.org).
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Marvelous and moving poems!
John Levy
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