Charles Freeland Herringbone Sonata How to turn our backs on this land where reptiles are familiar and rough-hewn, like wicker patio furniture? They are always opening and closing their mouths. Accents and idioms aside, all available information suggests there is nothing overly alien about the other side of the world, the desert wastes and the arboreal forests without visible end. We could make a go of it there if we were prepared to acknowledge our soft natures, our inability to recognize even simple geometric patterns and the outline of fences. Maybe the antidote lies at the bottom of a well dug who knows how many decades ago at precisely the spot children were most likely to fall in, at the top of the ridge overlooking the valley and the homes in the valley with their chimneys losing gray smoke and the crescendo of birdsong reminding us of the days long gone when we too studied music seriously, memorizing chord progressions and Celtic scales, endeavoring to pull enormous, complex, suggestive works from the moist interior of our skulls, only to find when, finally, we managed to lay them out forever on the page, they seemed like little more than empty oyster shells stacked on a table with yellow newspaper and warm bottles of beer. Mingo Junction Fugue Here where the enormous eels talk to themselves in their sleep, we are wholly invisible, judged by the rest of the world to be neither sentient nor quantifiable, a people like mushrooms hiding out in patches, tending to disintegrate at the slightest touch. I, for one, am ready to move on, to follow the corner of the sky still visible with its vapor trails in the morning, while comets with names we will never know announce the advent of evening the way your niece announces she is pregnant. We imagine out there a city with a gleaming tower at its center, pedestrians confused by traffic signals, by the endless passing of ambulances. They walk in circles and mumble to themselves for hours until, like the great unplanned flowering of the universe itself, their original destinations mysteriously come into view. Happy and relieved by this miracle, they forget for a moment the insults done to them that morning, the unkind words or the splashing of the puddled water at the side of the road onto their coats by passing cars. Up Jumped the Apparatus Much of the initial pain is replaced by something approximating joy but without the primary colors and the ocean-going birds circling overhead, emitting shrill sounds of the sort that might startle even the deepest sleeper. The point is to rake and damage the flesh before it hardens and traps us the way prehistoric insects kept getting themselves overrun by outflows of tree sap. Maybe, like theirs, our reaction times have suffered a bit, have come to resemble those old, slow-motion film clips of horses at full gallop. That which isn’t speeding up, isn’t accelerating due to the implacable forces of desire, must (if not quite by definition) slow down, or at least search out alternative forms of gravity, must conjure them with such intense concentration you couldn’t break it even with a hammer. Souvenirs from the Fortunate Realms The permanent residents thought us tacky. They displayed banners to that effect, in secret code. We broke it after days of difficult labor but what was the point? The afternoons still drifted by carrying their scent of elderberry. You couldn’t tell if the violence rumored to be approaching had anything to do with the speeches delivered at the pavilion on the Lake of Three Fires. The name itself suggested a conspiracy of some sort, a banding together for security or tactical advantage such as one sees in the wildlife on the savannahs, the springbok and mandrills traveling together in groups. My history books are torn and weathered at just those sections that might explain where we find ourselves, but when was the last time we paid much attention to history books, even when pristine? I prefer to imagine a past so similar to the present the only way you can tell where the one gives off and the other begins is to feel for the creases, to capture the telltale tactile change with the tips of your fingers, themselves made sufficiently sensitive by a lifetime of practice, of caressing the flesh of a few accommodating strangers, or, at the very least, gutting chicken carcasses and peeling fruit in a well-appointed kitchen.previous page     contents     next page
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